To really keep me from studying, I spent the afternoon filming this. It's obviously not perfect, but eh; there comes a point with everything I do when I think "that's the best it'll ever be." Maybe that's a shitty thing to think, but I honestly feel like in everything I do, there's a plateau point where it can't get any better, even if it's still pretty bad. And when I push myself to keep going, I usually end up deteriorating... For example, there was a time in grade 8 when my goalie skills in soccer were stupidly on point; and then when I joined the team, I just lost it all. But I guess some of that has to do with my confidence shriveling up when these kids in my grade put me in net during recess and some third grade kid scored on me.
Anyhow, I need to sleep. Or try to. I'm trying not to feel butterflies, but I can kinda feel 'em coming on already. Please wish me luck because I will need it very much.
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